Painter
- China
I
was born in Beijing in the year of the Rooster. Rooster people
are said to flamboyant, energetic, and passionate. But where
I grew up, in the midst of the Cultural Revolution, flamboyance
was dangerous, energy was directed by one's work unit, and passion
was something reserved for political movements and rallies.
My passion was for art; my energy was for making art; my flamboyance
was in wearing art as fashion of my own design, in an era of
pigtails, green uniforms and blue Mao suits. In fact, I recall
wearing a stylized American flag, a dress of stars and stripes,
when I met my American "husband yet to be."
My
personality and character were in direct contradiction to the
society and events surrounding me, and I brought trouble upon
myself. Yet, immigrating to the U.S. was still harder, scaling
the language barrier, learning to understand to things happening
around me. I have often felt as alienated here as I was aloof
in China. But now its been fourteen years in the United States,
and I didn't realize the depth of feeling I had for this country
and its people until September 11th... I was surprised by how
shaken and moved I was. As passionately as I pursue my career
as an artist, I find myself becomin a passionate American, and
I see nothing wrong with that.